Belief

nonchalant

2012-02-24T00:48:00.000+08:00

a breath of fresh air,
you've got me wondering again...
but sorry to say,
i'm not up for this game.

enchanted

2012-02-22T01:03:00.001+08:00

i could run all night to these beats.

joe brooks - i find the light in you

2012-02-14T01:14:00.011+08:00

exciting times ahead

2012-02-08T00:48:00.007+08:00

surprisingly, time is passing by very quickly.
and i'm glad that it's finally february;
exactly 3 months prior my enlistment.
3 exciting months ahead with fun filled events.
i guess time will pass by even more swiftly.

can't wait.
:)

o.o

2012-01-30T00:30:00.003+08:00

that stellar moment

2012-01-09T22:34:00.012+08:00

i've been having this image in my mind for quite a long while.
hope i'm able to live that moment in bout 7 months time.

come on.

a few mins more

2011-12-31T23:55:00.004+08:00

freaking excited bout what's lying ahead next year.
can't wait.

thank you.

eve

2011-12-31T00:22:00.002+08:00

a better and exciting year awaits.

?

2011-12-24T00:55:00.002+08:00

lololol

2011-12-12T23:21:00.004+08:00

don't you enjoy crapping with your friends while having a cup of Cranberry White Chocolate Mocha?
(esp the ones you haven't seen for a very long time)

lololol.
:)

:)

2011-12-11T01:03:00.011+08:00

Wow.

what can i say?

had a wonderful day today.
met up with many people (some coincidentally)
had a wonderful time catching up with everyone,
had 2 incredible sessions of soccer.
had an eclipse unfolding right above me while playing soccer at night.

couldn't have asked for more.
felt blessed and really thankful.

it was a fantastic day.
it really was.
haven't had such a wonderful time for quite a long while.

thank you.

:)

thank you :)

2011-11-30T00:13:00.005+08:00

It's finally over!!
gosh
couldn't believe it.

It had been one arduous journey. One which i would never have anticipated prior embarkation. Contrary to my pri & sec sch, this phase of education was the period when the downs trumped the ups. Nonetheless, it was a humbling experience, which i cherish deeply.

I'm extremely grateful and thankful towards everyone whom i've crossed path with during this journey- my friends, my teachers etc. Can't really thank them enough. Thank you! :)

As for my results, i'm just leaving it all to fate.
Not really in my own hands now. (Cambridge)
But i've got to say that i was really blessed for almost all of my papers.
(math p1 why???????)
Couldn't have asked for more.

Thank you!!!
:)

freaking luck

2011-11-18T22:47:00.004+08:00

gosh.
3 more papers and roughly 2 more weeks left!
can't wait.

As for my results, i don't really know what i will get.
Though, i'm quite confident that my math will get the worst grade out of all the other subs.
Leaving all this down to fate and luck i guess??

I think it's an exact reminiscence of how i felt after my O levels.
Didn't really feel i did a good job.
But somehow...(i don't really know) managed to secure some pretty decent results.
freaking luck i guess.

Hope it is more or less the same this time round.
But highly doubt so.

I'm intending to do lots of things after Alevels.
soccer, swimming, travelling, exploring and READING?? ROFL..
Don't really know what i'm in for actually.
But I'm very inclined towards doing loads of meaningful stuffs before I enlist.

can't wait. :D

thank you

2011-11-16T16:45:00.000+08:00

blessed

therapeutic

2011-11-15T22:34:00.000+08:00

it's ok

2011-11-14T20:04:00.002+08:00

urgh

2011-11-11T00:02:00.000+08:00

Distraught.

Belief

2011-11-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

6 days

2011-11-02T18:30:00.002+08:00

This belief is still going strong.
come on.

"Fortune favors the brave"

36 days

2011-10-03T21:40:00.007+08:00

It's a challenge that I relish and not one to be undaunted with.
come on.

lolololol

2011-09-21T13:57:00.002+08:00

finishing strong.
but will it be enough?

come on.

Seriously?!

2011-09-11T03:21:00.002+08:00

LOL. seriously..
I need to focus!!

Oh well~

Lol

2011-09-05T23:29:00.003+08:00

Having a dry throat and a terrible cold.
Aching all over too.

Gosh?!

65 days

2011-09-04T21:51:00.002+08:00

freaking tired.
my legs are feeling very achy.
today will be my final time kicking a ball until A level ends.

all de way.

65 days left.
come on.

yes

2011-09-02T22:26:00.004+08:00

"Your heart is structurally and functionally well"

:)

?

2011-09-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

Hope everything will be alright.
Please, I really want my bmt.

Sincerity

2011-08-28T01:47:00.003+08:00

“What is uttered from the heart alone, will win the hearts of others to your own.”

- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Hope

2011-08-18T23:48:00.002+08:00

Don't really think I'm ready..
Anyway, can't really complain much.
Just have to make do with the number of days left to perform some magic..

Rofl lol.

I wonder..

Playmaking

2011-08-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

I take great joy in playmaking.
It's gratifying when someone scores at the end of my pass or touch.

86 days left.
Need to buck up.

95 days and counting

2011-08-05T22:25:00.004+08:00

I'm trying my best to finish up all de topics which are still very foreign to me, before I start my revision.
It's a race against time.
Come on.

I guess I've to be realistic.
Leaving all in god's hands.

I really believe I can do it, cause i've done it before.

99 days

2011-08-01T23:08:00.003+08:00

Woh woh.
Time seems to be running out.
come on..

Eh LOL.
:S

:S

2011-07-27T00:49:00.002+08:00

The man who can't be moved.

?

2011-07-23T00:26:00.002+08:00

nonchalant.

:)

2011-07-10T23:20:00.005+08:00

come on.
only a few months left
and that's it!!

gosh.

mastery

2011-07-06T00:02:00.005+08:00

gosh, i wanna learn Cantonese.

cataclysm

2011-07-03T21:48:00.005+08:00

"with the cataclysm raining down, inside's crying save me now"

woh.
LOL.

eh

2011-07-02T01:42:00.003+08:00

eh LOLOLOL.

Come on

2011-06-23T01:43:00.004+08:00

Have been having adrenaline rush now and then.
Can't wait for alevels to finish I suppose?
Yesterday was day 1.
Today will be day 2.
Come on, mug hard.

Er wtf

2011-06-18T22:51:00.006+08:00

I just don't know wth I'm doing.
It just seems as if i'm screwing my own life up.
I'll need a miracle, I suppose?

Had my pri sch class gathering just now.
I was dam impressed with almost everyone there.
They were going to medicine, psychology, law etc.
In my mind, I was wondering wth have I been doing?
I remb I had similar or better grades than them when i was in pri sch.
And look how pathetic am i now?

Am I stupid?
Yes I suppose.
I'm dumb enough to let my own indolence screw myself up.

I think I should be jailed.
I find no difference between my current situation and suicide.

Gosh.
I need to wake up my idea.
I need a miracle.
I need motivation.

Er whatever defa.
Go screw yourself.

Day 1

2011-06-15T00:33:00.000+08:00

It's now I guess..

relax

2011-06-08T23:41:00.005+08:00

i was encouraged to relax more, sleep
earlier and exercise lesser by a doctor.

gosh, i just don't know wth is happening.
?

longing.

woh

2011-06-04T00:39:00.003+08:00

The X-men movie was awesome.
wow.

sick so badly

2011-05-27T20:31:00.000+08:00

Gosh?!
Bad bad cold.

downpour

2011-05-26T02:06:00.003+08:00

"raindrops keep falling on my head.."

?

2011-05-24T19:32:00.000+08:00

Nonchalant.

woh?

2011-05-22T04:50:00.001+08:00

LOLOL.

frustration

2011-05-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

screw all this.

feeling crappy

2011-05-09T21:35:00.003+08:00

I didn't expect this to be so tough.

so close

2011-04-28T00:31:00.005+08:00

we were that close.
sadly, we ended up being de unfortunate ones.

having a sore gluteus medius.

Keeping my faith

2011-04-26T23:30:00.003+08:00

I don't wanna screw it all up again.
Come on, let's do it!

Keeping my fingers crossed.

rallying call

2011-04-25T22:54:00.003+08:00

maybe it's nicely poised.
maybe it's our destiny.
maybe i'm delusional.
maybe i'm naive.

For all i know is that, if we stay strong and keep on fighting,
our prayers will soon be answered.

come on.
i really believe we will pull it off.
i really do.
so please?

infatuation.

make or break

2011-04-21T21:39:00.002+08:00

it's make or break.
a crucial week ahead and i believe we will do it.

come on.

the hard way

2011-04-18T23:28:00.009+08:00

Apparently, I choose to live life the hard way.
Oh well..

indolence

2011-04-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.
incapacitated by my indolence.

belief

2011-04-11T20:58:00.005+08:00

1 down.
come on.
i really believe we can do it.

we will.

checkmate

2011-04-05T20:52:00.002+08:00

a reality check.

freaking sleepy and tired

2011-03-26T00:19:00.003+08:00

gonna catch up on lost sleep.
2 more weeks.

eleventh-hour revision

2011-03-23T22:49:00.004+08:00

i'm feeling very sleepy.
so screwed up though.

freak

2011-03-20T23:21:00.002+08:00

this is my most ill prepared examinations ever.
freaking screwed up.

classic?!

2011-03-20T01:06:00.003+08:00

classic.

procrastination

2011-03-18T03:58:00.002+08:00

i think i'm in deep shit for my common test.

dam screwed up now.

haven't done any revision yet.

i believe

2011-03-16T01:06:00.002+08:00

It was an awesome trip.

I believe it's the beginning of better things to come.

come on.

mark my words, we will do it.

keeping my fingers crossed.

overdue

2011-03-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

i think it's long overdue.

sinus headaches

2011-02-28T22:58:00.002+08:00

sinus headaches are killing me.

it's all in the mind

2011-02-26T23:49:00.003+08:00

mind over body.

gosh this grueling mental battle is giving me headaches.

screw this

2011-02-25T23:50:00.004+08:00

i just don't know what i'm doing.
maybe i've been trying too hard.

everything is freaking screwed up.

"You want to think and say that you have everything you need, but then you realize that something is missing, someone is missing... and once you think you've found it, it goes and disappears on you and you don't understand what to do or even where to start looking for that missing piece of the puzzle. You sit at home in lonely frustration and you just wait...wait... and wait. No where to look, no one to look for..."

dismal

2011-02-20T00:46:00.002+08:00

oh gosh.

if only things were that simple..

sick

2011-02-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

gosh,

i think i'm falling sick.

goodbye

2011-02-15T22:54:00.004+08:00

didn't manage to wake up early to send my grandparents off to the airport..
gosh.

empty..?!

guilt

2011-02-12T23:50:00.003+08:00

the life of a compulsive gambler is seriously dam screwed up.

i'm feeling very guilty right now.

very..

i'll never ever gamble on cny again.

this will be my first and last time.

gambling

2011-02-12T00:45:00.003+08:00

i don't gamble but somehow i lost my head today.

LOL.

time to move on..

nostalgic

2011-02-08T22:41:00.003+08:00

telling signs?

'Things ain't what they used to be and probably never was. '

~Will Rogers

+2 pull ups

2011-02-08T00:32:00.004+08:00

LOL.

Did not really expect this remarkable improvement after cny.

But amazingly it did happen..

guess that i'm on track?

haha.

'procrastination is the thief of time'

how true..

monday blues

2011-02-07T02:02:00.002+08:00

chelsea lost.

how ironic?

a deep slumber

2011-02-05T05:22:00.002+08:00

sometimes i just wonder..

optimism

2011-01-30T13:22:00.006+08:00

finally there's light at the end of de tunnel..

in with a great chance.

lets strive hard and we can do it!!

counting down

2 more months..

cycle

2011-01-21T21:44:00.004+08:00

at this rate everything is equating to null..

i mean like duh?!

prank?

2010-12-20T21:12:00.004+08:00

just when...

my hopes were sent back crashing down..
gosh like srsly.

anticipation

2010-12-19T02:18:00.003+08:00

approximately 3 more months to nationals

loads to improve on..

come on, we can do it.

passion

2010-12-18T03:43:00.002+08:00

this passion is back..

come on.

gg

2010-12-15T01:45:00.001+08:00

look at the date.
gg, i'm screwed.

a joke

2010-12-11T01:28:00.006+08:00

how time flies...

this period is perhaps my happiest one so far over these 2 years.

you really get to spend quality time with your family and friends.

throwing aside your school work..

but that unchangeable fact continues to linger at the back of my mind...

Coach is absolutely spot on to say that i am tired of the sport.

i'm mentally exhausted and way down on confidence.

I'm still fighting on the court but with a heavy heart though..

what a joke,

too many setbacks perhaps..

gosh

2010-12-01T01:18:00.001+08:00

a great learning curve.
a freaking fun day.
a busy week ahead.
screwed/

troubled

2010-11-24T23:27:00.000+08:00

weighing heavily on my mind..

Osgood Schlatter Disease

2010-11-22T00:00:00.005+08:00

Osgood Schlatter Disease.

Too much soccer and vball over the years i guess?

still a long way to go but at this rate we will go nowhere,

i swear..

nonchalant

2010-10-21T22:22:00.003+08:00

nonchalant

period

2010-10-15T23:30:00.012+08:00

Reminiscence at its best.
With the most pivotal moments flashing down memory lane.
Those were the sweet and heartwarming instances mirrored by the distasteful and tears-welling ones.

Embarking on the next chapter (a familiar one) soon without the amazing friends i've had..
Life following which would prolly be a very different and difficult one.

But still the ending of the story remains to be told......

------------------the end of chapter 'x' ,
------------------adios..

inspiration

2010-10-02T02:59:00.002+08:00

the clock is ticking.
hope everything will be alright.

kelly bruno an inspiration.

cycle

2010-09-14T23:32:00.003+08:00

time for self-isolation amidst this adrenaline rush.

revelation

2010-09-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

karen carpenter is love.

wasted

2010-08-28T00:01:00.002+08:00

i'm my biggest critic.
sad.

wasted..

a fact

2010-08-24T23:35:00.003+08:00

maybe this is life..

FML

2010-08-11T22:43:00.003+08:00

In frequent introspections, but never in self doubt.
underachieving.
unfulfilled potential.

oh dam it.
At this rate , no matter how much time i'm given, it will equate to null.
oh seriously, i'm very disappointed in myself.
can someone give me a wake up call?

it has been ages.

FML.

Reminiscence

2010-07-16T23:52:00.002+08:00

Re-crossing paths with familiar faces again.
Re-discovering the lost passion and belief.
Reminiscence.

craving

2010-05-28T23:22:00.004+08:00

friends.
sentosa.
beach.
sea.
volleyball.
sunburnt.
movie.

Had a great day outside.
If only everyday is like that, that would have been awesome..
o.o

Have been craving and yearning for something for quite a long while..
But with no actions, i guess i've to just continue waiting..

o.o

2010-05-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

finally..
after 1 and 1/2 years.

the kind of camaraderie that i've long yearned for..
the group of friends that i've enjoyed being with..

what if...
what if...
if only...
if only...
i would have...
i would have...

if only..
it's too late though.
but anyway....

adaptation

2010-05-16T00:19:00.004+08:00

Still in de midst of adaptation.
Thoughts after thoughts.
Still finding my motivation.
Sometimes i just wonder why, what if and should i've?
they told me i shouldn't have..
they asked me why?
blank.

oh gosh, the sentences don't even string together to make any sense.
oh whatever, just let it be..
w/e

At least Chelsea did de double..

change

2010-05-02T00:39:00.001+08:00

new chapter.
some things just make me wonder..

woe

2010-04-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

so many things happened over de past week.
it was hard, frustrating and sad to accept.
but nonetheless, i will still continue to fight strong .
And hopefully, things will turn out just fine..

vs-ing HCI tmr.
I've a really strong desire and motivation to win them.
It may be hard but it's not impossible though.
Let's fight it all out. Come on.

"The difference between the impossible and the possible lies in a person's determination." - Tommy Lasorda

the end

2010-04-16T00:02:00.008+08:00

With a heavy heart..
on a sad rainy day.

for the last time during physics lesson,
"class stand.."

the end.